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Post by Aerin on Jun 16, 2016 21:24:50 GMT -5
I would like to get beat up this year as well.
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Post by Aerin on Sept 1, 2015 5:29:04 GMT -5
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Post by Aerin on Jun 20, 2015 1:51:53 GMT -5
smash smash
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Post by Aerin on Jun 19, 2015 2:27:06 GMT -5
Pow pow
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Post by Aerin on Jun 19, 2015 2:25:36 GMT -5
Yus
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Post by Aerin on May 12, 2015 4:06:45 GMT -5
No.
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Post by Aerin on Jun 8, 2014 2:13:03 GMT -5
I wanna! Me, me!
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Post by Aerin on Jul 18, 2013 2:45:30 GMT -5
So I decided to do this thing too. Put it in a spoiler so it wouldn't be too long. :I So here we go.
There’s only two things a lot of people know about me, it’s I don’t talk much. And I’m Ed’s sister.
I don’t talk to people much because I don’t really know how, mostly because I’m shy.
Like, really really really shy… I don’t like talking to new people, and I get scared of little things. I need big pushes before I do things pretty much ever. Online or otherwise.
It took my brother a long time of telling me how cool ZV was and that I should join, before I actually did.
At first I had kept telling myself it was because I already was a part of SSK, my brother’s site. And I wanted more people to go there rather than me join another place… Look how that turned out.
But to tell you the truth, it was cause I was kinda scared of everyone here. You’re all older than me, so that means you’re all more mature too.
Or at least that’s what I thought at the time…
As I got older and Zerobot passed, and so did Wonderland online, I got more and more intertwined in the life of ZV and hung out in the chat and found out you all were sorta dorks.
But I mean that in the most loveable way.
You all fought and talked about games and everything boys do normally. It was kinda weird at first, but I grew to like you guys a whole lot, even if no one really thought of me of anything other than Ed’s bratty little sister. It’s still kinda that way, actually. And I kinda regret that.
But to be honest, I really don’t think I would have made it through the last few years of my life without ZV.
I don’t really wanna get into the details, but I had some pretty hard experiences for a teenager. Pretty much no one my age really could understand what I was going through. And though I was going through it all, ZV was always there. Someone was always there to talk me through the bad times and remind me that there are still people that care.
The first person I actually got close to on ZV was Ztrl. I’m not sure how, maybe it was me always hanging around him in Wonderland online or something, but we got close. We’ve had each other’s backs for a while now, and I really do consider him one of my best friends. Ztrl you may be a bit quirky, but it’s in a loveable way and you’ve talked me through a lot of things, as I think I have for you too. When I was mad or crying, you were always there to let me vent it out, and I really thank you for that.
A few people that I probably couldn’t ever think of ZV without are probably Majeh and Tony.
Majeh, you are probably one of the sweetest guys I know. Maybe not everyone really gets that since you like coming up with detailed and fun ways to kill things, but you really are very nice. I love talking to you, even though I’m a bit awkward and don’t always know the right thing to say, you’ve never made me feel unwelcome, and I appreciate that more than you probably know. And yes I know you’re probably mostly so nice to me because I’m a girl and you’re such a gentleman, but I like that you’ll battlebob me anytime I ask, and kick my ass over and over again. Makes me feel like more of a friend than just another girl you’re nice to.
Tony, Boss. You are one of those people that even though you’re quiet most of the time, you have a strong presence. Everyone likes you and you’re kinda derpy at times, but you know who you are and you’re not ashamed of it, and you fight for it. Maybe sometimes too much, but. You’ve also always been really nice to me, even though we’ve barely really talked one on one, and I thank you for that. For just accepting me.
Xero is another one. Xero I could not think of ZV without you. You’re the big boss, and that kinda scares me at times so I don’t think I’ve actually talked to you very much, or maybe at all, and I’m sorry for that. I really like you though; you’re probably one of my most favorite people I know and look up to. You’re just so damn cool. :x
And Cem, you’ve been here even shorter than I have, but you’re a real significant part of ZV for me. We haven’t really talked very much, and I’m not really sure what your opinion of me is, but I have always really liked you and your silly personality. You’re definitely ZV’s loveable dork, and almost everything you do makes me laugh and just plain happy. You’re still my Wonderland husband, and we definitely had a love-hate relationship back then, but I was still always smiling back then, and still am today over it.
And Fann, I can’t forget our Fanny. You are adorable. Sometimes you can be a bit pushy on sensitive subjects and maybe people don’t care for you because of that, but I know you don’t mean anything to be a butt. You’re curious, smart, and a lot of the time kinda kooky, but I can’t think of ZV without you in it. I don’t care how anyone else thinks of you, you’re silly and I love it and never change who you are because you’re awesome.
And Random, BB, Rene, Rick, and everyone else that I haven’t mentioned yet, you’re all real cool dudes too and I wish I had talked to you more as well. Of course this isn’t the end of ZV so there’s still time to do so, even though a lot of people aren’t as active as they used to be, myself included. (I was active a lot the last couple years I swear I was just behind the scenes makin things cool! D:)
Of course there’s one thing I should address before we get too much farther into this, and I don’t want to get very into it, but I think I should say something. Michelle was my best friend for 9 years, since I moved to California when I was 8 to when I moved away last year. We were very close, and I brought her to ZV, at first it was because she was so excited about me telling her about Nightmare because he was purple and silly. But as we got into highschool things started to change, puberty and whatnot, and I’m sorry for everything that’s happened with her on ZV. I know it’s not my responsibility to say that but I still think I need to say something. She was my very best friend and I never wanted her to be unhappy or to lash out on our friends. I know she caused grief for a lot of people and drove a couple of people away from ZV, and for that I’m sorry. I’m sorry if I could have done something and didn’t, I’m sorry if I was a reason for any of it. I’m just really really sorry.
Anyways, onto something else…
One person I really have to thank for introducing me to ZV is my brother. Jordan, or Ed as everyone calls you now, you have always loved games and with that came the love of computers too. You’re super smart and I love that you still try and get me interested in the things you like. That’s probably why we’ve been such close siblings as we’ve grown up, and it makes me really happy. I really have to thank you for introducing me to ZV and pestering me and pestering me until I joined. This site has become a ginormous part of my life, even if I’ve always been the quiet one in it. So thank you Jordan, for pestering the crap out of me until I joined this community that has helped in so many ways. You’re a good big brother. (Sometimes! O:<)
And last, but definitely not least, is my wonderful boyfriend, Peter. Or as I first met him, Nightmare. At first I was kinda scared of you, I looked up to you just as I do Xero. You were always really nice to me though, and when you visited us for the first time in California we had a really great time and I realized you weren’t that scary after all. After that first visit we definitely got closer. Slowly at first, we would talk every now and then and you helped me through so many things. Then about 3 years ago now we started to get closer, and talked more and more often. You became my best friend, I could tell you everything. We talked for hours and hours sometimes, I remember often sitting at my desk and only knowing it was getting too late to be up because the sunrise would be blinding me. You were always there for me to talk to, and showed me through all of the cloudy teenage hormones who I really was and how I should be treated. I’m not as quiet anymore. I’m slowly getting to be able to do things on my own and grow as a person, and you’ve helped me through everything.
Even though moving to Washington caused a lot of drama, I would never change that decision if I could. Moving here and being with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I can say for certain I’m 100% happier. I have a giant family now that all gets along, and friends that make me happier than I ever have been. I’m in school, getting better grades than I ever have. And of course I have the nicest and sweetest boyfriend any girl could ever ask for. You’ve taught me so many things and shown me a world I always felt closed off to. I love you and I’m sorry if I’m embarrassing you by writing this, but you are my biggest part of ZV, the biggest part of my life, and I couldn’t imagine either without you. You’re amazing and awesome and I love you. To put it all simply, I love ZV and everyone in this community we share. This whole online, crazy family. I love you all, and thank you for letting me join with you and be as quiet as I am and still feel like a part of everything.
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Post by Aerin on Apr 12, 2012 2:40:30 GMT -5
q
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Post by Aerin on Jan 25, 2012 21:12:02 GMT -5
0473-8509-4565
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