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May 1, 2006 18:31:57 GMT -5
Post by swimstud600 on May 1, 2006 18:31:57 GMT -5
Keep dating Karen and hang out with Nightmare, Xero and the people who care about you. You'll get you're happy life.
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May 1, 2006 18:44:45 GMT -5
Post by Nicktendonick on May 1, 2006 18:44:45 GMT -5
I guess I lucked out in my life. I've never been in a situation of life and death before or something as serious as Vilex went through. The worst I've gone through is massive amounts of mental stress, mostly becuse of what I've done in my life. Mostly, my weakess that lead me to making my famous mistakes....like failing a class in college. I've gone through a great deal of stress that mostly, I made for myself and nearly pushed my to my breaking point; I still remember, I never failed a class ever before that......
I hope you all get a happy life. You all deserve it. But as they say, those who suffer in this world shall be rewarded in the next life.
weather or not there is a next world, this statement still holds true. What makes life is the moments that you can spend with others, the bonds and happiness that we find and unleashing our true potential.
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drama
May 1, 2006 21:00:33 GMT -5
Post by Fusion on May 1, 2006 21:00:33 GMT -5
Vilex, you need to stop thinking about all the bad things in life. Put all of those horrifying events in the past, and look towards your future. That's the only advice I can give you.
And just for the drama of the whole deal:
I've had this lingering feeling that I and the rest of the senior class are doing something they shouldn't. It's tradition, that in the last 6 weeks of school, Seniors can leave 5 minutes early from any class (though they typically leave early for lunch anyhow) and 5 minutes early from school. Since I've heard stuff, as far as some teachers know it's only 5 minutes early to go to lunch. If ONLY I could find the person who made the Senior Priveledges rule and inquire to them about it...
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May 1, 2006 21:36:55 GMT -5
Post by Vilex on May 1, 2006 21:36:55 GMT -5
Vilex, you need to stop thinking about all the bad things in life. Put all of those horrifying events in the past, and look towards your future. That's the only advice I can give you. Yeah, I know. Come on, its me. Look at me, can you not tell that its done and over with? I'm not one of those people who are all like "omg, my past haunts me too much! *emo emo*" and bitch about it all the time. You guys know me better then that . Though, I can get a little over dramatic at times, but eh, can you really blame me? Anyways, to my current events. The only thing i've been worried about lately, is my whole wiccan ordeal. I've let some things happen lately.. Just saterday, I don't know why, but I channeled my anger and energy, I fueled it, I did it on purpose, then I don't know what happened, I felt as if I was losing control, then I started to focus on something. (This was at the school play). And, one of the gym lights came crashing down, luckily no one was around it, so no one got hurt. When it happened, I lost all concentration, and it seemed like everything had vanished, the anger, concentration, and everything.. I've just been worried, i've been dabbling in so much stuff, like, opening a 'channel' between my body, and my soul, it seems the more I do it, and understand and stuff, the more energy i'm capable of using.. The thing that gets me, is Chris(Wiccan 'teacher' you could say.) Says, I'm not gaining power, i've always had it, i'm just gaining control of that power. And.. Like.. A couple weeks ago. Me and Karen got into a arguement, and my anger got control got the best of me, and I couldn't help but think negatively, and I ended up giving channeling energy to her, but, it was negative energy, or in some cases, you could say, I 'cursed', 'hexed', or whatever, to her. Like I said, i'm getting into things new to me, and its.. Difficult for me, in this case, I ended up giving her sharp, heated, pains, according to what she told me, in her back. I didn't neccisarly mean to, I just couldn't stop thinking, it kind of got the best of me. When I get really ticked off, I think of nothing but revenge, and I become mentally 'stupid', in a sense, where I lack to think clearly, more or less.. But yeah. Sorry if what i'm saying is a little bizzare, or wierd for everyone. Its hard to discuss this with Karen because.. Well, I don't want to worry her, she already worries herself to death about the full moons, and its wierd effect on me. And Chris, hes not always there for me, as needed, hes got a busy life, so to say.. And, Nightmare, sorry to say, but your no fun to talk to anymore XP. I don't mean it like that, I mean it just as.. He seems more of a 'listener' now, then a 'helper'. ..God, since when did this become a emo ranting journal? :<.
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May 1, 2006 21:52:07 GMT -5
Post by Ztrl on May 1, 2006 21:52:07 GMT -5
it didn't
and don't even get me started...
..again
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you live but once.
put the bad times behind you and start each day with your best foot forward.
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May 1, 2006 23:39:40 GMT -5
Post by Captain SpExtacular on May 1, 2006 23:39:40 GMT -5
Geez you peeple need to get into a zen thingy or somthing...Like me i just go with the flow and let life do the rest. Just take what comes to you and turn it into somthing positive. and if somthing gets to stessful i go and soak in the tub for about a half hour listening to heavy metal. And video games like first person sooters are great if they have multi player. Also getting you problem out in the open is great two.
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GIVE ME ALL YOUR COOKIES!!
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May 1, 2006 23:40:56 GMT -5
Post by flamingingo on May 1, 2006 23:40:56 GMT -5
gon with the flow other than our sewage tank just got pluged so now i have to pee behind a frickin bush!! haha
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May 1, 2006 23:50:16 GMT -5
Post by Captain SpExtacular on May 1, 2006 23:50:16 GMT -5
gon with the flow other than our sewage tank just got pluged so now i have to pee behind a frickin bush!! haha Hey the Bushes are fine...o you mean the plants. LOL.
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May 2, 2006 11:19:01 GMT -5
Post by RELLIK on May 2, 2006 11:19:01 GMT -5
i know. thats why you train. sword spar or somethin. me i practise striking power and form. (makes a big dif in da chop)
u wouldnt beleive how much crap i have to put up wit my sis!!
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May 2, 2006 12:03:23 GMT -5
Post by Ztrl on May 2, 2006 12:03:23 GMT -5
Yeah, I do that Spex, it's part of why I took up Ninjitsu in the first place. (yes it's an actual fighting style, not just some stupid anime antics.) Disipline of the mind and body. Mind over matter really is a great concept to learn. Not to mention the other cool stuff that I'm not allowed to talk about. Let's just say there is more than one way to skin a cat. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Here is a song that helps me put things into perspective.
Maybe we're all different But we're still the same We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins I know sometimes it's hard for you to see You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be
If you feel alone and lost and need a friend Remember every new beginning is some beginning's end
Welcome to wherever you are This is your life; you made it this far Welcome, you got to believe That right here, right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be Welcome to wherever you are
When everybody's in and you're left out And you feel you're drowning in the shadow of a doubt Everyone's a miracle in their own way Just listen to yourself, not what other people say
When it seems you're lost, alone and feelin' down Remember, everybody's different; just take a look around
Welcome to wherever you are This is your life; you made it this far Welcome, you got to believe Right here, right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be Be who you want to be, be who you are Everyone's a hero, everyone's a star
When you want to give up and your heart's about to break Remember that you're perfect; God makes no mistakes
Welcome to wherever you are This is your life, you made it this far Welcome, you got to believe Right here, right now you're exactly where you're supposed to be Welcome to wherever you are This is your life, you made it this far (I say welcome) Welcome to wherever you are
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May 2, 2006 12:43:18 GMT -5
Post by Sonic on May 2, 2006 12:43:18 GMT -5
Loos like I got the drama flowing with my little comment yesterday
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May 2, 2006 19:36:08 GMT -5
Post by swimstud600 on May 2, 2006 19:36:08 GMT -5
Loos like it.
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May 8, 2006 2:32:44 GMT -5
Post by flame13th on May 8, 2006 2:32:44 GMT -5
The Real Life of a Badguy
Basicly, theres nothing wrong with my life, except for my father like to beat and scolded me a lot.. Never know whats the reason. What I do is always wrong in his eyes.
Later, my brother founds out that my father got a women, when he saw him at a pub clinging to a woman. Oh well... whats the point?
Then I got kicked out of a military school because some teacher doesnt like me.. Okay, no biggie. I still can go to other school or maybe a normal school.
Meet a couple of friends, my good friends. I almost got killed in a fight with other people in other groups. I got stabbed, almost got shot. Bla.. bla... bla... And people said Malaysia is a safe country.. Hohohohoho...
After a few years, a doctor told me I got mutiple personalities disorder... Yeah.. its true.. I am mad.. But I kept it deep down inside me. I only tell people that is close to me but now I think all people noticed it but they didnt mind at all.
I then grew to become more sarcastic and more ignorant. But the truth is I like to smile a lot.. Even though it seems I have a lot of troubles but I kept on smiling. Even though my family is sometimes a real hell... I kept on smiling.
My friend once tell me this, "I like to befriend with you because no matter how sucks your life is you always smile at your friends."
And that is the truth of my life.
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May 8, 2006 13:15:26 GMT -5
Post by RELLIK on May 8, 2006 13:15:26 GMT -5
dude just say "F#CK YOU!!!"
you are who you are. nobdy can change that. only you. if anyone hits me there gettin hit twice or a glare that'll make em think twice. this thread makess me count my blessings.
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May 8, 2006 17:28:38 GMT -5
Post by swimstud600 on May 8, 2006 17:28:38 GMT -5
This is the only thread I've ever heard Rellik say anything profound.
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