Post by Goku Goku Gadget Saiyan on May 13, 2010 14:13:53 GMT -5
I'm really sorry.
I've been lying to you guys. For the entire time I've been here. About a lot of things.
I'm not 20. I lied about my age when I first joined. That's not really that surprising, lots of people do that. I'm really 17, three years younger than what I said - yeah, I'm really only a little bit older than Peytral. I'm still in School; I'm a Junior. My name isn't Trias Keon, it's Stephen LaFlamme (Which I have no idea which I didn't use. It's just as cool.), although I am related to a bunch of Keons, that part is true. I'm not all Irish, I'm only half Irish - the other half is French. (Which is why I off/on defend France sometimes.)
When I first joined, I was so intimidated by the thought of being the youngest member around, so I lied. The mindset kept with me, and I cultivated a persona around it. While for the most part I don't lie about what I do (There's no reason to, really.) or who I know, the rest is false; fake.
I'm so sorry. At first it was intimidation, for maybe the first year; what came after was me being horrified of exposing the lie. I've just felt so guilty all this time. I'm so, so sorry.
I understand if there are upset feelings over this. I understand entirely. I just have to say, again, I'm terribly sorry. I love it here, you guys are all great.
I don't want to keep lying. It's not in my nature, as odd as that sounds after keeping one up for four years.
My entire internet life, I've been apparently three years older than I am, an Awesome McCoolname of appropriate internet age, but it's all a lie. It wasn't fun keeping it up. It really wasn't.
So, I'm reintroducing myself, if it doesn't hurt. Hi, I'm Stephen LaFlamme, you know me better as Random. I'm 17 years old, and sorry for all of my lies.
I've been lying to you guys. For the entire time I've been here. About a lot of things.
I'm not 20. I lied about my age when I first joined. That's not really that surprising, lots of people do that. I'm really 17, three years younger than what I said - yeah, I'm really only a little bit older than Peytral. I'm still in School; I'm a Junior. My name isn't Trias Keon, it's Stephen LaFlamme (Which I have no idea which I didn't use. It's just as cool.), although I am related to a bunch of Keons, that part is true. I'm not all Irish, I'm only half Irish - the other half is French. (Which is why I off/on defend France sometimes.)
When I first joined, I was so intimidated by the thought of being the youngest member around, so I lied. The mindset kept with me, and I cultivated a persona around it. While for the most part I don't lie about what I do (There's no reason to, really.) or who I know, the rest is false; fake.
I'm so sorry. At first it was intimidation, for maybe the first year; what came after was me being horrified of exposing the lie. I've just felt so guilty all this time. I'm so, so sorry.
I understand if there are upset feelings over this. I understand entirely. I just have to say, again, I'm terribly sorry. I love it here, you guys are all great.
I don't want to keep lying. It's not in my nature, as odd as that sounds after keeping one up for four years.
My entire internet life, I've been apparently three years older than I am, an Awesome McCoolname of appropriate internet age, but it's all a lie. It wasn't fun keeping it up. It really wasn't.
So, I'm reintroducing myself, if it doesn't hurt. Hi, I'm Stephen LaFlamme, you know me better as Random. I'm 17 years old, and sorry for all of my lies.