Post by t0y on Feb 15, 2007 11:28:34 GMT -5
I have to agree with Nighty. My n00bishness to this forum is making me want to be a dumbass all over again and just not be the real me. I mean, The only person here I have any old ties with is Fusion, and if he wanted to think about it he knows how I really am. All that aside, I'm willing to help out with this problem in any way possible. Even if it means me leaving the forum entirely just to shut a handful of people up, I'd do it cuz hey, I aim to please.
(However that handful of people has to be Mods.)
Long ago in my days at Veomeshed I wasn't a n00b. I hung out with the top spriters at the time and i put my 2 cents in now and then and i tended to keep to myself a lot. It was the damn RPers of that forum that drove me insane with their BS.
And now today, i act like I do now because 90% of the time, i'm bored out of my skull. I can't get a job around here, mom won't let me drive, I can't move out because mom needs me around to do housework, Nothing I do is ever good enough for anybody at any time anywhere.
Here's my proposal. You give me my space and let me do what I want within reason, and I stop being a n00b. Stop picking on me and giving me hell, and I'll stop being a n00b. Stop acting like you're better than I am, and I'll stop being an asshole. We're all living, breathing people here and not a goddamn one of us is better than the other. You're not leet, you're not some sort of superbeing, you're humans. Start acting like them.
n00bs act like they do because in some form or another they see themselves as oppressed people. They're predjudiced against, treated badly, and made to feel like a filthy sodomite for even trying to fit in half the damned time. They want attention. They want to be liked. They try to do things to impress you all in good faith that maybe you'll treat them nicer or actually think they're cool.
In the room, I act like a kid. I act like a n00b, and I act like some immature brat. I don't act my age, because the way I see it, I'm playing.
I'm playing in a make believe world on a system of binary packets and hex code.
I'm not being Dave, a 20-ish year old cynical lone-wolf bastard.
I'm being Toy. I'm being the locked up part of me that I never got to be as a little kid. I'm being a child because I never got to be. I was forced to grow up when I was only 8. I was zombified on psychological brainwashing and medicine to keep me placated and obediant to my parents. I wasn't allowed to have fun when I was little. It was always beatings, hard labor, and shunning. I wasn't my parent's child, I was just a legal slave to them.
If I hadn't got myself off that medicine, I'd still be trapped.
This "n00b" who's posting this now would just be another mindless waste of seed who was boring.
By god man, if the n00bs want to act like they do, think about what i just told you of myself.
Maybe they had a $h!tty life like I did. Maybe, their N00bism is their escape.
Think about it.
*Walks off*
(However that handful of people has to be Mods.)
Long ago in my days at Veomeshed I wasn't a n00b. I hung out with the top spriters at the time and i put my 2 cents in now and then and i tended to keep to myself a lot. It was the damn RPers of that forum that drove me insane with their BS.
And now today, i act like I do now because 90% of the time, i'm bored out of my skull. I can't get a job around here, mom won't let me drive, I can't move out because mom needs me around to do housework, Nothing I do is ever good enough for anybody at any time anywhere.
Here's my proposal. You give me my space and let me do what I want within reason, and I stop being a n00b. Stop picking on me and giving me hell, and I'll stop being a n00b. Stop acting like you're better than I am, and I'll stop being an asshole. We're all living, breathing people here and not a goddamn one of us is better than the other. You're not leet, you're not some sort of superbeing, you're humans. Start acting like them.
n00bs act like they do because in some form or another they see themselves as oppressed people. They're predjudiced against, treated badly, and made to feel like a filthy sodomite for even trying to fit in half the damned time. They want attention. They want to be liked. They try to do things to impress you all in good faith that maybe you'll treat them nicer or actually think they're cool.
In the room, I act like a kid. I act like a n00b, and I act like some immature brat. I don't act my age, because the way I see it, I'm playing.
I'm playing in a make believe world on a system of binary packets and hex code.
I'm not being Dave, a 20-ish year old cynical lone-wolf bastard.
I'm being Toy. I'm being the locked up part of me that I never got to be as a little kid. I'm being a child because I never got to be. I was forced to grow up when I was only 8. I was zombified on psychological brainwashing and medicine to keep me placated and obediant to my parents. I wasn't allowed to have fun when I was little. It was always beatings, hard labor, and shunning. I wasn't my parent's child, I was just a legal slave to them.
If I hadn't got myself off that medicine, I'd still be trapped.
This "n00b" who's posting this now would just be another mindless waste of seed who was boring.
By god man, if the n00bs want to act like they do, think about what i just told you of myself.
Maybe they had a $h!tty life like I did. Maybe, their N00bism is their escape.
Think about it.
*Walks off*
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